hello i haven't written in a long long time!!
sorry gal pals.
i love yall though.
so i have a lot to say... first of all i had the baby like 2 weeks ago... woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so happy he is the best little one ever. really he never cries. well only when he is hungry.
His name is Andrei Ricardo.
I have pics on my space. here is one of him in his first hours :)
right now he is sleeping. as usual.
haha he is so little and wonderful and im so grateful for him.
ok, natalia is doing really well adjusting to her little bro... she is a little mother. she even wakes up to when i feed him. its all her too. i try to be really quiet but she wakes up. hahaha. she is the greatest i am so happy and grateful for my wonderful children.
the other day, well all the time i hear people make comments about how hard my life will be with children, how it will be hard for me to find someone that will want to be a father for my children... blah blah blah... first of all if i were looking it would matter more. for now all i care about is being happy and having a good time. second of all my children dont need a father they already have one. even if he's not around... they have a father and they have a family that loves them to the end of the world. my sisters and brothers my parents my cousins my aunts my uncles my grandparents, and my friends. they have so many people that love them so so sos so many people that are there for them unconditionally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if i decide to have a relationship when i do it will be for me and it will be someone that will be worth my time, because my time is precious at this time ;)... it will be a relationship with someone that can respect and love my children. because they will always come first but it wont be someone that i am looking to support or make up for anything in their lives. that's what im here for. that's why i work so hard thats why i decided to change the course of my life so that i could succeed and be happy... and so that my babies would be safe. so they could have love and happiness in their lives and that is what we will have... just wanted to let that out... :)

my qualities: strong.
loving.
pretty.
intelligent.
i make cute babies ;)